Tuesday 11 September 2012

Talking to a guy.

Every Tuesday in my school, we have this programme where half the girls in the year go to an all-boys school and then half the boys in that school comes over to my school. My form was chosen to go to the boys' school, which sucks because I live really close to my school so now I have to take the bus home every Tuesday. It doesn't seem as bad now though since one of my friends is also taking the same bus. :D

Today I spoke to another guy my age who I'm not related to for the first time in yeeaaars. It was alright, I guess. It was pretty much the same as talking to a girl if I compare the content of the conversation. He randomly told me that he got hit by a horse over the summer and I was like "uh okay". We worked in a pair to answer some questions on a politic party and we finished by the end of the lesson while other pairs had to take the questions home to finish it off as homework. He was quite polite and even said "thank you" to me at the end of the lesson for some reason. xD

I saw two boys who was in the same class as me back in primary school, but they didn't seem to recognise me? I even had eye-contact with one of them for like 5 seconds and he just had a "wtf" expression. :x I didn't ask them if they remember me or said hi because they were both sitting with their friends and I didn't want to make them feel uncomfortable. ...Or maybe they didn't recognise me because my Facebook profile picture looks really different compared to how I look in real life, LOL.

kthxbai.

Monday 10 September 2012

Unused to school.

It's been a couple of days since school started and I think I'm already starting to fall behind on the work. :s I've been so tired on school days lately. I sleep as soon as I get home and then I don't wake up until the next morning just to go to school again. I've been back from school for about an hour and I'm already feeling sleepy. I really need to do my art homework though.

I was late for my classic civilisation class today because I got lost. -_-; The annoying thing is that the teacher gave me a late mark, but there was another girl who was came later than me but the teacher just said "It's your first late so it's okay". Um, it's the first late for me too...? We even had the same excuse since both of us got lost. :\ I had a really bad impression of that teacher after that. Plus she said that Helen of Troy (since we're studying ancient Greek mythology) was a whore if she had willingly went to prince Paris. I'm not sure if she's trying to be funny or something, but it didn't seem like a joke and no one even laughed. I can see where she is coming from if she said that Helen was a cheater, but I don't think going to another man should be considered as "whore"-ish. Obviously the teacher is not a feminist.

I don't really like my physics class because there's nobody that I know. The teacher also talks a bit too much instead of getting straight to the point. :x

I haven't been making any new friends or meeting new people at all. I think I'm starting to get a little pessimistic. I'm also getting the urge to get a boyish haircut again because I sort of subconsciously feel that I'd be treated better if I looked like a guy. I always go through these wanting-to-look-like-a-guy phrases whenever something bad happens.

Sometimes I feel like I'm expecting too much. I guess I'm going to start on my art homework now.

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Edit: Yaaay, I just changed my blog layout! The colour scheme's the same, but it looks so much better since the post background used to be just a massive block of text. Now you can see more of the pink heart background. :D

Here's a photo because I haven't posted any in a while:


In the original photo, I actually didn't have any makeup on, but I photoshopped my zits away, drew on eyeshadow, edited on false lashes, etc. I'm getting better and better at Photoshop now, lol. I wish there was a class for this in school. Then every lesson, all that the students would do is take badly taken photos and photoshop them to look better. If a class like this existed, it would be my most favourite class ever. ;-;

Wednesday 5 September 2012

First day of sixth form.

Today was my first day of sixth form (year 12). We didn't have any lessons and sort of just sat around and met our form tutors.

School does feel quite different as a sixth former actually, especially since we finally get to wear our own clothes (the lower years have to wear uniform). Plus I felt much more casual and free in a way, and the lower years seem to look at me in awe. xD Usually when I almost bump into someone in the corridors when I was back in year 11, they would give me annoyed looks but now they just laugh it off. I'm still quite short though and a lot of the students from lower years were taller than me. :x

Quite a lot of people complimented my outfit - I would've taken a photo but I didn't think of blogging about this, so I've already changed back to comfortable clothes. -_-

One good thing is that there's at least one person that I know in each of my classes! :D But I was so sad when I found out that the friend who I went on Omegle with was going to another school. I didn't know until I stalked her Facebook. She's a lot of fun to be around and we laughed so much during Latin lessons last year. Hopefully we can meet up next holiday to go on Omegle again and talk about sixth form life in different schools.

Right at the beginning of the day, I went to the sixth form centre where everyone was gathering and I was just standing around like a noob because I couldn't see any of my friends. Then one of the new year 12 girls came over to me and asked me to join her with more of the new students. She thought that I was new to the school because I looked a bit lost. xD I really hope that I'll meet more of the new students and make some new friends. c:

That's all for now, bye bye~