Summer holiday! + OOTD: Blue Maxi

Well actually it's been a week into summer holiday already. I really should update my blog more. = = I just don't have much to write about, I guess. I think I generally only write entries when I'm sad and have no one to talk to, which might not be too good because looking back, it'll seem like I'm constantly depressed. I guess I'll spam some of my pictures from Instagram (@yuemie, follow me? :D).

Selfie I took on the last day of school.

And another one.

I suuuuper love how I look here. I wish I could look like this all the time. D: Usually I always have to liquify my face to get it to look normal, but I only edited away a few blemishes for this picture. I really want waist-length hair! *-* I'm just wearing extensions here.

So yeah, life's been pretty good. I have a lot of summer work to do thanks to art. = =; Seriously, if I wasn't taking art, I'd have absolutely nothing to do this summer. Wish I could just relax for a month.

I'm still Skyping with my bf everyday. c: Remember that entry I wrote over a month ago about how I didn't feel like I was a priority? Well, that has changed. I feel really important now. He calls me almost as soon as he comes home from work and we talk all the way until I have to go to sleep. We have a 5-hour time difference since he lives in the US, but we can manage. He's planning on visiting next summer and I'm looking forward to it. ^u^

I really hope this works out. I'm still kind of scared over getting my hopes up. There's just so many obstacles between us. We'll only be able to see each other once a year, and it'll be like that for a few years since we're going to university in our own countries. And if we do get through those few years, what do we do when we want to move in together? Should he come to the UK where everything is way more expensive and where it would be harder for him to find a job than in the US? Or should I go to the US where I'm foreign to everything and where it'll be harder for me to find a job? Plus I'd be far away from my mom too, since she's probably staying in the UK. There's just so much sacrifice involved.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much, haha. I really do hope this works out.

New laptop and other life updates

My mom bought me a new laptop which arrived yesterday. I still prefer the build of Apple laptops but the software of my new one is much better. Now I can go on some websites without them glitching out and I can download games now. :D

I downloaded Rainmeter and tried to make my desktop all pretty.

The layout's pretty much just pre-made so it's kind of nooby. I only removed/added some functions. I think I have way too many clocks, lol. But I super love the background! <3

Hmm. Don't really have anything to talk about. Life's been pretty good. No complaints. ^u^ I had a bunch of projects due in last week, but a presentation I was supposed to do got postponed to Monday. Next week is the last week of school, yay!

...Though I did just say I had no complaints, I kind of wish I was prettier, haha. Just my usual insecurity problems, I guess. I dunno. I just feel like I don't look nice. My skin isn't very nice, I look tired all the time, my nose is flat and my face looks big. And I just look kinda chubby in general. :/ I want to lose some weight but I have no motivation to eat healthy or exercise. Sigh.

I suddenly feel kinda moody/grumpy again. D: Ugh. Why am I so moodyyyy. Gonna cut this entry short before it gets too depressing.