Long time no post.

Lately I've been ranting on TinierMe instead of posting here, especially since the rants were pretty trivial. ^^;

Yesterday, one of my friends came over and we went on Omegle. We met a decent guy whom we then added on Facebook. Don't worry though, I'm sure he's a normal person! I've never had this much fun with my 'best friend' and my other fake 'friends'. So this is what it's like for normal people when they have friends coming over! :D My 'best friend' is really conservative about these things - she says that I'm weird for talking to people from other countries online. She judges me whenever I do something 'weird' or 'unusual'. But with this friend, we could have fun and laugh a lot. I feel like I can be myself when I'm with her. I'm very happy! ♥

Today I cleared out my hair accessories basket and added sections to it to make it more organised.

Haha, I took a photo of it out of boredom. It doesn't look like I have a lot, but the accessories are stacked on top of each other. Before I had tidied it up, they literally filled the basket up to the edges.

This is another photo of the basket. My camera had automatically adjusted itself to 'Nightscene' mode, and it created this cool swirly effect. I edited the frame in though. I think it looks pretty!

Lately I think I've been becoming more and more girly. In the past, I used to just throw on some clothes before going out but now I co-ordinate my clothes, put on hair extensions, wear matching hair accessories and put on makeup. It makes me spent waaay more time just to go out. I used to not understand why some girls spend so much time putting on makeup, but now I find it really fun! :D I really enjoy dolling myself up and it makes me feel more confident with my appearance.

Argh, my dad just spazzed out and shrieking at me over something stupid that's not worth mentioning. :| I'm gonna go and do something to cheer myself up.

Pretty boys and maknaes.

I don't know why but I have this thing for pretty boys and maknaes, like Infinite's Sungjong and SHINee's Taemin. Lately I've been having this crush on Ren from NU'EST (as of yesterday, actually):

He is so pretty and I love his singing voice~ <3 I watched some behind-the-scenes videos and a reality show they're doing on YouTube and Ren seems really quiet and not very talkative, which I find very cute. Though it's so unfair that when a boy is untalkative, he seems so loveable and adorable, but when a girl is untalkative, people start saying that she's weird, moody, bitchy, etc. Trust me, I know. I've always been a quiet and untalkative girl in my school and because of that, a lot of people spread rumours about me.

Despite Ren's girl-like appearance, he's actually pretty manly when he dances. His expressions just look so cool and manly. xD I keep replaying his parts in the music video of NU'EST's song 'Face'. I can't get over how cute he is and OH MAI GAWD, his version of the teaser for 'Face' was just ridiculously gorgeous. o__o

I think pretty boys are one of the reasons why I want to be a guy. I want to be a pretty boy too! ; w ; I'm still debating over whether I should get a boyish haircut or not. At first I thought I was 100% sure, but when earlier on just now, my mom said that she thinks long hair looks better on me. I got my hair cut shorter and layered not long ago (have I mentioned this already? I can't remember), and I don't really like how it looks at the moment. My head looks so big and puffy! D:

I've asked a couple of people at school whether I should get a short haircut or not and most of them said no, though they didn't give a proper reason so it didn't help. I don't think they knew that my aim is to look like a guy. In the mean time while I continue thinking about this, I'll try to grow taller and thin down. Lately I've realised how much I eat everyday. I swear I'm snacking almost every hour.

Anyway, I'm going to go to sleep or do something else. Bye bye~

Starting to have second thoughts.

Over cutting my hair. I've already had my hair cut an inch or two shorter than it used to be, and today I got it sort of layered. I'm not sure if it looks good or not. My hair looks super thin for some reason (I thought it'd give me more volume) and my head also looks big at the same time. I hope this doesn't worsen if I do end up cutting my hair boy short. D:

I'm so short as well. I think if I got a boyish haircut, I'd just look like a little kid - which I don't want. But since my hair is already so short now (compared to my hair in the past), I might as well cut it even shorter. I have hair extensions anyway so I can just wear them if I really dislike having short hair.

I want to start dieting, but I don't want to end up taking away the nutrients that I need in order to grow. I've been taking growth pills and I feel like I'm a bit taller now, but last night my mom measured me and I was only 159 cm (I always thought I was 160 cm). ;-; I was expecting at least 163 cm or something. I just want to grow up to around 170 cm and I'd be satisfied.

I still have a couple of months to think about it, because I still want to have girly hair for prom in July. xD I'll try to use this time to thin down and pinch my nose to make it taller.