Friday 26 July 2013

Summer holiday! + OOTD: Blue Maxi

Well actually it's been a week into summer holiday already. I really should update my blog more. = = I just don't have much to write about, I guess. I think I generally only write entries when I'm sad and have no one to talk to, which might not be too good because looking back, it'll seem like I'm constantly depressed. I guess I'll spam some of my pictures from Instagram (@yuemie, follow me? :D).

Selfie I took on the last day of school.

And another one.

I suuuuper love how I look here. I wish I could look like this all the time. D: Usually I always have to liquify my face to get it to look normal, but I only edited away a few blemishes for this picture. I really want waist-length hair! *-* I'm just wearing extensions here.

So yeah, life's been pretty good. I have a lot of summer work to do thanks to art. = =; Seriously, if I wasn't taking art, I'd have absolutely nothing to do this summer. Wish I could just relax for a month.

I'm still Skyping with my bf everyday. c: Remember that entry I wrote over a month ago about how I didn't feel like I was a priority? Well, that has changed. I feel really important now. He calls me almost as soon as he comes home from work and we talk all the way until I have to go to sleep. We have a 5-hour time difference since he lives in the US, but we can manage. He's planning on visiting next summer and I'm looking forward to it. ^u^

I really hope this works out. I'm still kind of scared over getting my hopes up. There's just so many obstacles between us. We'll only be able to see each other once a year, and it'll be like that for a few years since we're going to university in our own countries. And if we do get through those few years, what do we do when we want to move in together? Should he come to the UK where everything is way more expensive and where it would be harder for him to find a job than in the US? Or should I go to the US where I'm foreign to everything and where it'll be harder for me to find a job? Plus I'd be far away from my mom too, since she's probably staying in the UK. There's just so much sacrifice involved.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much, haha. I really do hope this works out.

5 comments:

  1. I used to have that problem when I was doing a long distance relationship too some years ago. I'm glad it didn't work out today. Having a long distance relationship is a little difficult to keep up with, but if you two work hard on it together, then it can work out for sure! But there's no rush to figure out the future yet though, you're still young, so you have plenty of time! :3
    By the way, I added you on instagram! XD I'm chocomelonhead there too, haha.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Ooh you've been in a long distance relationship too? Yeah, it can be a bit hard sometimes. > <
      Thanks! I added you as well! :D

      Delete
    2. Yeah, although his state was just below my province I think (I'm in Canada and he was American), but we still never got to see each other in real. We sent lots of stuff through mail though, it was nice getting packages XD

      Delete
    3. Oh that's actually not too far! :o If you don't mind me asking, did that relationship not work out because of the distance? Or was it because of a personal problem?

      Delete
    4. It was a personal problem. Before the breakup, we were trying to arrange a meetup actually. It ended because he wasn't giving me enough attention. He was always too busy with his friends instead :P

      Delete